FRENSHIT !

I start the morning with tears 
tears for a dear friend
Her speech last night still recorded clearly in my brain memory
not once or twice she say it
already many times with the same sentence
I've always quiet but not this time
whether perhaps a good friend would belittle his own best friend?
and possibly also whether revile her?
blasphemous and even a little insulting.
whether it is a good friend?
now I know your goodness so far not come from within your heart


HAHA, I laugh
I laugh at all the my ignorance and your lying
God ...
whether all this time I could not be a good friend to her
and everybody?
let me know ..
Is there no one in this world who loves me?
my boyfriend left to go
and now my best friend too
tomorrow who else God?
is it true that in say my friend?
I am a useless
and I could not to be proud of them


but I'm willing to try God
give me a chance
to show to her and the world
if my life could be better than them!
more, more and better!